Now i realized why God had let me get hurt 2 years ago.. :)
I still remember it so clearly the day i injured my calf muscle of my right leg.
I was so scared and sad that i couldn't dance for almost a month, every step would hurt..
Just because of the sports practice at school which we were forced to go.
At that time I just restarted my dance classes at urban groove.
And i couldn't go for classes for a month. I had missed so much.
I could have gotten closer with the other students and instructors like some of my friends.
I could have been able to perform for that first time with them.
But i couldn't and i didn't.
Yes, i was sad about that and i feel like i had missed out on so so much....
I literally cried out to God. Why did this happen to me? why do i always injure myself at the wrong times..
But i also remember God's healing miracle on my leg..
He healed me a month after or was it less?
Well anyway, I was happy after that eventhough some things happened.
Yesterday at myf, Marc was sharing with us on the wonderful Holy Spirit.
He talked about some people such as Jaeson Ma and 2 others
Jaeson Ma's story was about him wanting to get into the MTV world and being a rapper.
Before he produced his song Love, his mentor who happens to be MC hammer a superstar at that time. Actually, i just heard one of mc hammer's songs on glee project the day before. (coincidence, no?)
MC hammer happens to be a pastor.. (was shocked!)
So he told Jaeson "NO". instead, he asked Jaeson to get into bible school to study the Word before getting into showbiz cause you know, in that world people go astray and turn away from God, at least most of the people.
SO he went and after he finished he released that song about Jesus' love and the people from MTV said if only he takes out the those 2 words, "Jesus Christ" he would make it in the charts.
And i believe that too. That song was really really good.
The point is that if he hadn't gone for bible school he would have got caught in the singing world.
Now he is a spirit-filled powerful speaker and God's servant.
Another instance was this afternoon at discipleship class we were discussing about how God's word helps you make right decisions in life.
So it is double confirmed that God is speaking to me about this. Even after so long...
And it just struck me like a lighted light bulb.
If i didn't injured my leg, i would have been in that performance and I would get to know them better and get much better and perform in many other performances.
But where would that get me?
I would have been missing church services, MYF meetings, discipleship maybe, i may not be the president of MYF now, many things would have been different.
I don't mean to judge or criticize anyone if you, "terasa" or something.. ><
This is just what God is speaking and applicable to me.
Or it might benefit you in a good way :)
I just want to thank God for speaking to me even i might or might not have gotten over what happened so long ago..
Maybe i still feel a little inferior sometimes when i see my friends joining competitions and performances.. I do still wish it was me at times
I still thank God that I was able to join dance classes again after SPM and a really great time performing during CNY last year and the good time I had at the sleepover with the girls.. =)
Which reminds me of the lovely song I see the light from Tangled..