SPM IS TOMORROW!!

And i'm blogging at a time like this..
I am getting ready for BM and Sej, decided to take a short break..
It's been another long long time since i blogged.. So many things hav happened in the past few months since i last blogged...

Yesterday was the last day of school.. Had so much fun taking pictures. It's also kinda sad, I'm gonna miss SMK TAMAN BUKIT MALURI , gonna miss the people, being a high school student.
I'm happy that I got to perform for the very last time in school on the last week of school.. Gonna miss Pn. Joginder too, gonna miss recess with my bunch of crazy friends, and meeting each other everyday. =(

It's gonna be a new life next year! Can't wait to see what's in store for me in the future. But a little worried too, i don't know what to do after this. It seems so easy for others to choose what they want study. I'm gonna have to sit down and really be still before God, and LISTEN to His still, small voice that is supposedly very loud. Unfortunately, many fail to hear Him.. I want to hear Him!

GONNA MISS SEEING YOU GUYS EVERYDAY!
*where's Joee when u need her??*

All the best to all the SPM students! =)

TRIALS ARE OVER!
Now is holiday time! Got my driving license finally....

And there is nothing else i can think of to blog about..

Okay, here's some stuff we did in church camp at Kampar Grand Hotel



Pei Wei came in our car..




















The beautiful mountains















The cap I bought when i first reached Kampar town..
XD















camwhoring anywhere and everywhere

















Our room..















STOP using the phone or I'll shoot!















Part of the bunch of crazy youths there













Swimming session!















Having fun with the toilet mirror












thru the hole in the door

























MERDEKA!!



I shall blog about SHOES now!!
I found this brand of shoes that are amazingly cool! There's 2 brands that caught my eye!
Pastry and Southpole.. I really wish they are sold in Malaysia!
I'm going crazy over them! I know I shouldn't be.. But they're just too nice..
Almost wanted to buy it on9 but the shipping fee costs more than the shoe itself!



Pastry s















































Southpole












Anyone going to US for holidays anytime soon?!

This could be a hint for my Christmas or my next birthday present??
TAKE NOTE! XD

GOD BLESS!

The so called holidays!

It's the holidays!! But it's not really a holiday because of trials coming up next week!
When everyone else is celebrating MERDEKA, the form 5s are busy studying for trials..
How wonderful!
Really gotta study this whole week before going off to Kampar for Church Camp!

But here's what's been going on lately...

I got my L license and took a few lessons already.. The test is on 14th September!
Yes, it's in the middle of trials...

On the 11th aug, it was someone's birthday!

RACHEL ROSE CHONG!!!
woooooohh!

We celebrated with her on 14th. Went for dinner and did some "normal" stuff we always do..
haha and our "normal" is actually crazy, which is normal for us.. =p





Bunch of crazy peeps..

The Eye minus 1 again.... =(














Sesat-ers in DesaPark City

















tHE TRAFFIC LIGHT!










And the next day was Mei Zhi's 21st birthday party!






People who came early to play with balloons














de Myfers...






On her real birthday, we gave her a surprise at 6.30am in her room. We went in a started playing cards....... ^^
















Few days later, there was cheer family reunion at Desapark City.. It was the 3rd time in the same week I've been there.. XD



















That's all for now until churh camp..

This means, IT'S TIME TO STUDY!

The Lord is my strength and my song;
He has become my salvation.
Guve thanks to the Lord, for He is good;
His love endures forever!

HaRI Koko '09

Wooo.. The dance competition was great! We managed to get 3rd.. Still happy although we didn't win.. As long as everyone had FUN!

The videos are up on youtube already!



Congrats to the winners!

2 Corinthians 5:17 - If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation,
the old has gone, the new has come.

New creations are totally NEW!! Not REnewed.. We are different! We are SUPERNATURAL!
We are made like Christ.. I AM PART OF THE BODY OF CHRIST!

Christ was NEVER sick! Why worry about H1N1 n all those crap..
SICKNESSES AND DISEASES CANNOT TOUCH YOU!
YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN DIVINE HEALTH! Live DIVINELY!

ASK for anything in Jesus' Name and it WILL be GIVEN to you!
The Lord will do what He has promised..
iT TAKES FAITH.. not HOPE
*Hope is not Faith*
Faith is not LOGIC!
1. Faith is the opposite of FEAR
2. Faith does not ask "HOW?"
3. Faith is a WEAPON for spiritual warfare
4. Faith does NOT consider circumstances
5. Faith is NOW

GOD says it,
I believe it,
the matter is settled!

SATAN, touch not! You cannot God's people! I have the King OF the universe LIVING in me!

It has been a long time since i blogged..
The reasons are either I'm too lazy or that I hv nothing to blog about..

I still don't know what to blog about actually... haha

What i've been up to lately??
I'm currently waiting for driving lessons.. my L license is out!
seems like it's never gonna happen...
I can wait for piano exam results.. ^^

Oh yea, my dog gave birth to 9 puppies!
Unfortunately (or fortunately) 8 died... 1 blessed one left!
He's just sooo cute! People seeing it wont resist touching or grabbing it..
I even feel like squeezing it tightly everytime i see it!
BTW, it's called Marshmallow

ok, i seriously can't think of anything to blog about right now..
Trials are coming up in september... Gotta study!!!
Need a motivation to study!
Can't believe we're going to church camp right before the trials...

Events coming up this week! :
1. Healing & Deliverance Ministry from 30th july to 2nd august
It's gonna be amazing! Decide to have FAITH! God is awesome!
2. 6 day week of school... Saturday is hari koko n can't believe our school is having the first ever
dance competition! Though the name is kinda lame... Hip hop idol ==
We'll be doing new style. Wonder what others will do?? hmm.. Hope we're not the first to
perform!




He sent His word and healed them,
He rescued them fromt he grave.
Psalm 107:20

Hoping to pass!!

It's OVER!!! Finally, a load off my shoulders.....

The examiner was a LADY!!! Thank God she's friendly...
I can't believe a word popped out of my mouth in a British accent! hahhaha..
After saying it I felt weird... Luckily I didn't laugh out loud! It came out so naturally

About the exam...... It didn't go well =(
I got lost in the middle of the first song!! Stopped for awhile and continued..
That was what i was most worried of and it happened.... sigh
Anyway I'm relieved that it's over!! And celebrated with DANCE!!
Went to school for practice for a dance competition on hari koko and for someone's retirement..LOL WATCH OUT PPL!!

Now that piano exam is over......... Next up is..................... *drum roll*

6 HOURS COURSE TMR!!!
and then DRIVING.. woooh!
"My Vi" is waiting for me!!
You will be mine.. ^^ *hopefully*

Tomorrow is my PIANO EXAM!!!

I am still quite worried.. I'm not doing really well...

I practiced for like a few hours today, my fingers are tired now..
Will fingers grow muscles?? hahaha

Whatever it is, I will try my best.. Like I said, i'll do it God..
He will help me.. I can cast every worries to Him..

I Will not do any mistakes for scales!!! And the 3 pieces, and aural, and sight reading??
Hopefully the examiner will give me easy stuff.. Ahahahha

I am a new creation.. New creations are not made to FAIL!!
New creations are not made to fall SICK!!
VICTORY IS MINE in The Name OF JESUS!!!
If anyone is in Christ,
he is a new creation;
the old has gone,
the new has come!!
2 Corinthians 5:17

FAI-YAR!!!! XD

Cheer 2009 is in 9 days....
Which means my piano exam is in 8 DAYS!!!

Seriously, I AM NOT READY! Not yet..

Even the first piece sounds bad... Don't even talk about the other 2!!
God help me!!
I want to do the very best i can for Him! In all I do, I want to honor You, God!!
The worst thing is that I will be the first to be judged!!by the examiner...

Many people thinks just because you are taking classes, you HAVE to be really good..
It's always " Wow! You're grade7?? You must be REALLY GOOD..."
I don't like it when people say that because I am not that good..
Agreeing with them would be a LIE...
I know i should be optimistic and all, but then I truly am not that great..
Although i may not be good, but I still am trying my very best to do well.

Why do I feel un-confident? This is what i loved...... I liked it, that's the reason why i took it.
Where's that passion?? I had it when i started, lost it after a few years and got it back again..
It was on and off, so guess u know what kind of person I am..
I had the passion a few weeks ago.. Where is it?? What happened??

How bout dance??? I still LOVE IT.. Stopped class because of some stupid reason..
I don't even know why I did.. and I Don't want to talk about it at all.

I kinda regretted stopping ballet... If I didn't stop, I would be so flexible now.. But then i might not be able to do hip hop if I was still in ballet..
I am still thankful that i'm still a little flexible..ahaha
I was on my way to flexibility during cheer, and it's over..sigh

STOP PROCRASTINATING!! Do it for GOD!

Don't put off for tomorrow
What you can do today;
Postponement may bring sorrow,
Prompt action is the way!

Rise up and go forth!

HOLDAYS ARE OVER....

TIME TO GET UP!! AND

STUDY!!!!!!
DON'T BE LAZY... THERE'S NO TIME!

It's only 4 months away!!
Just do it for 4 months! LOL NIKE,

I CAN DO IT!!

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me...

God kinda answered my prayer.. I asked Him to show me which path to take after SPM..
But I'm still not really sure.. All i need is confirmation!
Earlier this year i was attending a seminar in my church about Spiritual Gifts,
some of us had something kinda like prophecies from the speaker.. cut the story short,He told me I am thinking a lot and indecisive..
He told me to pray for guidance and God's leading, so I did.. I really needed to know what to do or it might be too late.. I don't have an ambition to guide me.. So I needed God to show me..

I WILL DO THIS FOR HIM!

I AM DOING MY BEST FOR SPM FOR GOD AND MY FUTURE..

I WILL RISE

No more sorrow, no more pain..
GOD LOVES ME GOD LOVES ME GOD LOVES ME!! GOD LOVES ME

She shoots, she scores!

I PASSED UNDANG-UNDANG !!

HAHAHAHHAHAHA
PS i didn't shoot...
A month after the 5 hour course, finally sat for it.. Sad
Now i have to wait another week to listen to the 6hour course.. argh
Can't wait to drive!!! haha

Anyway, I wanna thank God, my parents, my friends, and my dogs and etc...............
ahahahahaha..


The Eye's sleepover n day out yesterday was FUN!!
Had a crazy day of going in n out of he hse.. Seriously non stop going in n out.
First, we went breakfast in the morning, then to Jusco
We went for a drink at Food & Tea.. Mad a lot of noise there..
While taking photos, Mel's phone fell into a cup of ICE.. THank God it was only a little ice..
We all screamed when it fell, imagine how loud we were..
Embarrasing but FUN.. haha
Then we went home, and went out for coconut drink....
And then went home again..
Suddenly, Joee called, saying that we hav to go find Eric at Jusco..
I was like,"WHAT!? U SERIOUS??"
but we didn't go.. And then we went to church for prayer meeting..
So we went out 4 times..

We lead in the worship yesterday.. Can't believe I had to play keyboard, alone!!
That was my first time playing the main keyboard in worship!It was freaky..
Mel n Joee was singing, peiwei at the percussion
The worst thing was that the pedal didn't work!! It was fine during practice...
So it sounded kinda sucky.. WHATEVER IT IS, IT'S ALL FOR GOD.. Glad I had a chance.. eventhough i wasn't that good..

ALL GLORY BE TO GOD ALONE!!

Teacher's Day

I'M BACK WITH MORE UPDATES On Teacher's Day!!

WOHOO!!

YAY!!


HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED BEHIND THE SCENES!!






Aaron is our hair and makeup artist!!
*clap clap*

He is so professional, he finished rachel's hair in less than a minute!!
That is he didn't do anything.. haha







Next up!!
ME!!

yay... This time he did something.. haha













Makeup section..














Practicing alone...












Eww, where did she come from??


No wait!!
It's our very own actress, MELODY!!











Practice practice practice!!




























WE COME IN PEACE........
(i know it's lame)

A Very Good Performance!

Here's a little update on Teacher's Day on Friday...
They made us wait for a long long time before it starts...
The long wait made us more tensed up!!
We reached skul at 6.30am!!! We got ready around 8..
And the performance was at like 10am..

Anyway, my group's performance was a blast!!
We prayed the day before and on that day for safety and FAVOR!
And the end product?? AWESOME!!!
They really liked our dance!
Oh, our dance was Sexyback and Hairspray plus our very cheery finale, Jai Ho..

PROUD OF ALL OF US!!
GREAT JOB, SEXYBACKERS/HAIRSPRAYERS! ^^
Not to be perasan, but i received some good comments! hahah
Some said our dance was very hyper...

OH MAN..... I REALLY WISH I HAVE THE VIDEO NOW!!
For now I'll post up some photos i have.. until i get the video i dunno when!




Yes, there's only 6 people..
QUALITY is better than quantity!

(our costumes for Sexyback and Hairspray)

From the right :
Rachel, Gengson, and Sally
who are in Hairspray ,
Farina, Me, and Aaron who are
in Sexyback and Hairspray ..

curly wurly! haha








Nice background














Love yall guys!!






wATCH OUt!!
Or you'll get hairsprayed!!
haha.. lame
















We're bringing sexyback!!











Our colourful costumes for Jai Ho..
Where is Rachel?!












Pei Wei, me and Rachel











Incomplete 'The Eye' without Joee once again...

Guess Aaron is replacing her.. hahah









Weeeee!! We did it!









wHAT tiME IS it??!

IT'S SUMMER TIME!!

VIDEO AND MORE PHOTOS COMING UP AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

MID YEAR EXAM IS OVER!!
and NOW school became a dance school for 2 days!!
What's better than celebrating with dance...
Can't wait to perform! It's because i love dancing ok..
It's for teacher's day tomorrow!!
The dances are cool!! Oh, and we're all in love with Jai Ho eventhough its short..
BTW,it's not a person.. It's a song (if you don't know) hahaha
My group's part of Jai Ho is the most joyful one.. I don't know why but we just feel so joyful and excited dancing to it..
Maybe coz it reminds me a little of cheerleading!! hahah
IT'S GONNA BE EXCITING AND INTERESTING TOMORROW!!
AHHH!! I HOPE I CAN SLEEP TONIGHT.. ^^



There something that's bothering me.. (Nothing to do with school)
Some time ago I told God that i really love to dance n I really wanna perform for him.. I felt like i have to give back to Him something for His gift of dancing and the passion for it.. I felt kinda useless at that time..
I felt that i am good at nothing, and i seem to suck in everything i do..
It felt terrible, thinking that i failed Him.. That I didn't do my best for Him..
I actually asked Him to give me a chance to do something for Him and I will do the best I can to glorify His name..

ANd guess what?! I was asked to play 2nd keyboard for praise n worship at the last full service at the old building before moving the next week!! I haven't been playing for a long time and I don't know why..
And then................
I was chosen to be the main character for the Everything skit for Marc's wedding..
I'm nervous about it coz I'm not one who is comfortable being in the spot light.. I'm not really the outgoing type.. But yet I'm excited because God has given me a chance..
I will do my best for Him..
I will not fail Him again..
He loves me and has blessed me too much..
No one in this world deserves this LOVE from Him.
YET HE GAVE HIS ALL FOR US

SELF-INDULGENCE..... IS SOMETHING GOD IS NOT PLEASED WITH...

Am I always thinking of me,me,me??
I don't want to... I feel like i'm always stuck in my own little bubble..
Do they think i am?? Do they think i'm ok with it?
The fact is i'm not.. I feel like miss invisible all the time..
(I don't want to agree to that!! Because God sees me differently.. And he LOVES me no matter what..)
People will just walk pass and not see me.
People are always going straight towards them and not even notice my presence..
LIKE HELLO........... CAN U SEE ME?
People seem to have a strange attraction to 'them'.. EVEN IF THEY DON'T KNOW THEM
They just wanna be around 'them' instantly..
THey don't even have to do anything n ppl will notice them..
Although we are always in a group but i'm always invisible..

They all had been through "those" times.. And I have not.
I'm always missing out.
I don't wanna waste my teenage life just like that.. There's only 3 years left..
WE ARE ONLY TEENS FOR ONCE...
"IT" has already stolen part of the best years of life out of me...
Do they think that everyone must have gone throught it? Do they think that it's impossible not going through that?
Is there something wrong with me??
Have i got it all wrong?

EVERYONE has their own problems, ok........ It might not happen at the same time but it does happen..
Just coz u see someone smiling doesn't mean their life is perfect..
Just coz u see someone not smiling doesn't mean they are sad or stuck up..
You can't expect someone to smile all the time..
I might not be the friendliest person, but i try to..
But somehow it always seems fake..

I'm supposed show them what i have that many don't..
God has given us a simple task just to love people.. But it seems difficult.
What happened to being the salt and light of the world?
The song, the last jesus by kirk franklin is very true...
If I say I love Jesus, but you can't see my Jesus
My words are empty, if they can't see Jesus in me
No more excuses, I give myself away
Because I may be the only Jesus they see

Too busy, forgive me, I've got problems of my own
It's easier to say your help is on the way
God says, "But I was your help all along."
We're shouting, we're dancing, but can the world see a change
Am I just too selfish to see, the love they need You put inside of me

If I am Your hands and Your feet, and if Your church is built inside of me
Where did we go wrong, we been here too long, we can't see Your face anymore
It's not the same anymore

Have mercy on us Jesus, please forgive us Jesus
We have lost our purpose, if they can't see You in us..

BUT i know that God is there the whole time...
Whatever i feel, whatever people think, HE STILL LOVES ME..

Listen to me, O house of Jacob,
all you who remain of the house of Israel,
you whom I have upheld since you were conceived,
and have carried you since birth.
Even to your old age and gray hairs,
I am He, I am He who will sustain you,
I have made you and I will carry you;
I will sustain you and I will rescue you.
ISAIAH 46:3,4

My Day!!

Updates finally.. One week exam passed, one n a half weeks more!

It all sTARTED with pei wei wishing me at 11.40pm on 10th may 2009... Actually 12.39 am, 10th may from Wee Kiat who got my birthdate wrong.. hahah




Went to Coffee Street at Manjalara after school..
While we were in the car, Joee(in another car) called Alvin. He put the phone on loudspeaker and Joee said they are going to buy cake and she said,"Don't tell Juli ar!"
*everyone burst out in laughter*
I heard it loud and clear.. hahahaha










That's sort of how we laughed in the car..
Only crazier.















So they bought me this instead.. haha
















The EYE unites!!












All of us there..
Plus Aaron and Alvin, dunno where alvin went

After eating they just said, let's go home.. So i was thinking there should be something up..
Some more they fetch me home first... I kinda guessed they will come again.. Reason:
1. No cake
2. Suspicious.. haha
3. Weird
4. Messy conversations..
so predictable! ^^

So after some time....

2 camwhores while others
busy setting up the cake...

And then they "mau gai"..

Some ONE rang my door bell..
Then i went out and saw Aaron..
He was mumbling something.. hahaha

And then they all came out and sang..
Under the hot sun..

aWWW.......

After they finish singing,I let them in..
XD
Blow the candles..

Cut the cake..




































Busy taking pics..















Pei Wei says : "Eeeee...."
hahaha














Joee : "Eh, u know aar......"

Mel behind : "Aiya.. Shouder pain ar....."














PANDAN CAKE...
I was told that they bought this coz Joee likes it.. hahah
She kept asking them to buy pandan.. haha





Relaxing...


Melody : "Pat you head and rub your belly!"

While cleaning up, Joee very smart... Put the cake in the container upside down..
Aaron : "What la u.."




Aaron : "Aiyo, like that wan la.."









HAHAHAHAHAHAH..
eRR...

SUDDENLY............

CREAM FIGHT!!!!
tHERE are no pictures of the fight..




This is after that...

FOR NO REASON, JOEE STARTED CHASING ALVIN..

Run ALVIN Run!!! haha

don't ever look back.. ^^

Round and round they go...

And finally someone kena pukul.. haha

THEN at the end TOOK PHOTOS, played the piano(more of making noise with) before they went back..

ANYWAY, THanks, you CRAZY people!!
Love you guys..

*hugs*